My father died in his sleep Saturday, February 26, 2005 at 2:45 am central time.
A long tumultuous chapter of my life has reached it’s end. How do I feel at this moment? I don’t know.
So many emotions are warring for control, I’m not sure the answer. Part of me is happy. Happy he is no longer suffering. Happy my brothers are no longer burdened night/day w/his constant care. Happy they are no longer forced to see his frail humanity passing before there eyes. What else? Pain, remorse, regret, loss?
How do I feel at this moment? I just don’t know.
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